I was able to pull my carcass up and make a new theme — I prefer to make themes months ahead of time, but maybe 3 themes on standby is too many? — and BOY DO I REGRET THAT. Couldn’t type worth a shit, had to copy+paste everything, and it ended up being ten times harder. Do not recommend and *claps hands* stay in bed.

I’m in so much pain, but I’ve accomplished a lot despite it. Am I proud of myself? Can’t tell, I’ve reached the “can’t feel emotion” intersection between “probable emergency I’ll ignore” to “I know I prayed for this before, but please don’t kill me in my sleep”.

I was thinking of affirmations I could create myself, but all I’ve come up with is. “Life is hard, but so is his dick #getit” 😔

There is not enough books and fanfiction in the world to cover all my werewolf ideas. Somebody take them from me, I don’t think I can handle this burden.

Men’s inability to deal with their own feelings and maintain basic communication stress me the fuck out. Please go play in traffic.

I hate taking meds for pain, they make me groggy as shit, but if I don’t take them, I’d be sober and in pain.